I am a Hawai'i girl. 28 year old housewife, stay at home mom, and full time student. Hubster's in the air force.
My life is hectic, stressful, and yet so boring at times.
This is my blog about the fun and not so fun times as a mommy and wifey.
So I’m a college graduate, but I started studying for the CompTIA A+ exam right away, so it still doesn’t feel like I graduated. I probably should have given myself a break before I started doing this. Anyways, my exam is in less than 2 weeks and I already have a list of things that I’ve been wanting to do but I never had the time for because of school.
- Finish the 3 new books I already purchased and downloaded onto my Kindle Fire.
- Catch up with Glee
- Catch up with Pretty Little Liars
- Catch up with How I Met Your Mother
- Watch “Across the Universe” all the way through
- Start a new sewing project ( I made a bag for my friend’s daughter’s 1st birthday, and now I want to make everything LOL)
- Start a new picture project for our home
I also registered to be a Red Cross volunteer, so hopefully I can get at least half to these done before they need me hehe.
Currently trying for a second child, and I’m on a mission to get pregnant by the end of this month LOL Whew! so many goals this year hahaha
I graduated from college in December. Now, I’m studying for my computer tech exam that’s coming up in March. I know I should have just took a break, because I feel like I didn’t even graduate yet.
On top of that, I’m planning my friend’s baby shower. I don’t want it to be lame or half-ass, so I’m putting all my effort into this shower. Two years ago, she threw me a bomb ass surprise birthday party. My husband helped, but he always says, “it was all her”. She did everything. I guess in a way, I want to repay her.
On top of that, my band is writing original songs. Our goal is to make enough songs to put on a CD so we can take with us as memories when everyone PCS’s. Anyways, I only wrote half a song, because I’m too busy studying or planning the shower. I skipped last week’s practice because they were going over some originals, that I’m not even in, and because I never finished writing my song, I knew I was just going to be there twiddling my fingers. I just wrote them an email on how busy I was and how I’m skipping practice yet AGAIN. Pretty soon, people are going to think I’m not even that band anymore.
I know I’m only busy because I made it that way. I just have so much ambitions and goals and I feel like I need to get them all done before I have another baby. Aaaaahhhhhhh
Anyways, I’m enjoying my caramel macchiato in my new Starbucks Sakura tumbler. I’m wasting time on here when I should be studying LOL
We were at brunch yesterday. My daughter had to go to the bathroom, so we went. As she’s washing her hands, some random lady comes out of the stall and makes me jump when she says out loud, “OMG!” I look at her in the mirror and she says “your daughter is sooooo beautiful! Just beautiful! She looks like she belongs on TV!!”
I politely said thank you and smiled. I thought it was kind of awkward, but at least it was a compliment LOL
I feel like I don’t have enough time in my day to do everything I want. The long version of this : kianafromhawaii.wordpress.com
Short version: Well I feel bad, because I don’t see my daughter all day while she’s in school. When I pick her up, she looks so happy to see me. She starts charging for me and almost pushes me down to the ground. Then when we get home, I go back to studying. I’m so consumed in my studying that when she tries to talk to me, I either subconsciously say “yeah” or “wow” or tell her to leave me alone because I’m busy.
Then when she’s sleeping peacefully, I feel so bad that I didn’t even spend time with her while she was awake. I tried to talk it out with my husband but he seemed uninterested. Again, longer story in my wordpress. ugh, Life….
On Monday, I had a bad case of heartburn when I woke up. I felt so nauseous. For a little bit, me and the husband thought I was pregnant. We’ve been trying for a second child since November. I got home, took a shower, and took a test. I felt really bummed out when the stick said “Not Pregnant”. With my daughter, it took us four months. I just thought it would be faster the second time around. Oh well, we’ll keep trying, and that’s always fun LOL
Not letting the baby making and baby plans stop my life. I’m still studying for the computer tech exam, still trying to get in shape, I got a 10k run coming up, and I’m still following my “after college graduation” plan. More details: kianafromhawaii.wordpress.com
My daughter turns 5 in April. Where did the time go? I still can’t believe how fast she’s growing. I still admire her when she sleeps, I still give her big kisses, squeezy hugs, and tell her that I love her multiple times a day. I was raised with a very loving family and we always shown affection towards each other. I hope my daughter can grow up, look back at her childhood, and feel the same way.
Ah, look at me, getting sentimental and it’s only 9am here in Okinawa. Back to studying….